| Location | Croydon |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Ectopic Pregnancy |
| Date of Birth | 10/05/2008 |
| Date of Death | 10/05/2008 |
| Visitors | 2,700 since 15/05/2008 |
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i knew i was pregnant even before the test said i was on the 7th may 08
... i just felt it .. your daddy was so shocked but happy and was so excited ... xx
i even had a few names already for you !! .. infact we also bought a pram / buggy - it was as good
as new and was in our local charity shop ..
having two kids already i thought of the practical side of saving money !! ... felt weird pushin the
pram back from the shops - your brother wanted to push it and i imagined you in there my perfect
little baby....... working out the dates you were due on the 5th January 2009 !! ..
i started having a few pains but was reassured by my doctor they were just embedding pains and
everything was ok .. x it couldnt of been more further from the truth :-(
.on the 10th may 08 i woke up in serious agony and begged daddy to take me to hospital i felt each
bump on the way ! ..
the doctors were going to misdiagnose me but thankfully i had a internal scan and our my worst fear
was coming true .......
a ectopic pregnancy was confirmed i was in total shock and felt sick with fear ( my worst fear was
to go under for a op too ) .
that evening I was taken to surgery and operated on i lost my baby and my right tube was also
removed .
i still cant believe this has happened and still look down at my empty womb where my baby should
still be safe inside but it is empty and broken like my heart ♥
♥now in my eyes no matter how small it was too me he/she was still my baby.♥
♥i found out i was officially pregnant on my sons 10th birthday the 7th may ..
♥♥i feel so guilty and i cant stop thinking about my poor baby ..♥♥
♥so here i am making a site to remember my baby by ... no matter how young you was to me you were
my precious lil angel ..x...♥
♥mummy and daddy will NEVER forget you .. and your brother callum of course ! .. x... ♥
♥i believe there is a life after death ♥
i believe we will be reunited someday..x
untill that day comes my angel u will be forever in mummys thoughts ..
love mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx♥
I grieve because you will never know
The comfort of my touch.
I grieve because you will never know
That you were loved so much.
My Mum, she tells a lot of lies
She never did before
But from now until she dies
She'll tell a whole lot more
Ask My mum how she is
And because she can't explain
She will tell a little lie
Because she can't describe the pain
Ask My Mum how she is
She'll say "I'm Alright"
If that's the truth then tell me
Why does she cry each night?
Ask My Mum how she is
She seems to cope so well
She didn’t have a choice you see
Nor the strength to yell
Ask My Mum how she is
"I'm fine. I'm well, I'm coping"
For God's sake Mum, just tell the truth
Just say your heart is broken
She'll love me all her life
I loved her all mine
But if you ask her how she is
She'll lie and say she's fine
I am here in Heaven
I cannot hug from here
If she lies to you DON'T listen
Hug her and hold her near
On the day we meet again
We'll smile and I'll be bold
I'll say, " You're lucky to get in here Mum,
With all the lies you told!"
wow .. we went to see your brothers big school this evening and he will be starting there in September !! .. he was a lil nervous but im sure with the love from his baby angel he coped pretty well going to the big meeting .. xxx
ive been thinking about you ALOT lately .. xxxx your auntie laura and uncle kenny are going to have a baby soon .. xx a little girl they have been told - still could be a boy !! ..xx
well me and daddy are always thinking of you !! ..x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x...............xxx
sorry i not been on here for a while ive not been well .. .. mummy has a terrible pain in her mouth and will have togo to hospital to have a tooth removed .. im terrified .. so please watch over me lil one .. love u always x mummy ,x,x,x,x
*♥~†~ONLY THE BEST~†♥*
A heart of gold stopped beating two shining eyes at rest, god broke our hearts to prove he only takes the best, god knows you had to leave us, but you did not go a lone for part of us went with you the day he took you home to some you are forgotten to others just a part of the past but to us who have loved and lost you the memory will always last.
Your Angel’s Watching Over You.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~♥x♥~ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~♥x♥~ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~♥x♥~ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Don’t let troubled thoughts,
Disturb your peaceful sleep.
Your angel’s watching over you,
There’s no need for you to weep.
Don’t let life’s tribulations,
Play games with your mind.
Your angels watching over you,
To protect you all the time.
The journey of life can be,
A difficult one to take,
Your angels watching over you,
And will guide each step you make.
Find strength from within,
To dispel all your fears.
Your angels watching over you,
And will wipe away your tears.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~♥x♥~ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~♥x♥~ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~♥x♥~ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Your Angel’s Watching Over You.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~♥x♥~ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~♥x♥~ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~♥x♥~ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Don’t let troubled thoughts,
Disturb your peaceful sleep.
Your angel’s watching over you,
There’s no need for you to weep.
Don’t let life’s tribulations,
Play games with your mind.
Your angels watching over you,
To protect you all the time.
The journey of life can be,
A difficult one to take,
Your angels watching over you,
And will guide each step you make.
Find strength from within,
To dispel all your fears.
Your angels watching over you,
And will wipe away your tears.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~♥x♥~ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~♥x♥~ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ~♥x♥~ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
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birthday in heaven
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you are invited to BABY CLARKS birthday party on the 10th of may.xx
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We are connected, my child and I, by an invisible cord not seen with the eye.
It's not like the cord that connects us until birth,
this cord isn't seen by any on earth.
The cord does it's work, right from the start,
it binds us together attached to my heart.
I know that it's there though no one can see,
the invisible cord from my child to me.
The strength if this cord is hard to describe,
it can't be destroyed, it can't be denied.
It's stronger than any cord man could create,
it withstands all tests, can hold any weight.
And though you are gone and not here with me,
the cord is still there but no one can see.
It pulls my heart, I am bruised...I am sore,
but this cord is my lifeline like never before.
I feel you are with me each step that I take,
bound by the cord that no one can break.
I am thankful to god he connects us this way,
a mother and child, death can't take it away.
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