| Location | Croydon |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Ectopic Pregnancy |
| Date of Birth | 10/05/2008 |
| Date of Death | 10/05/2008 |
| Visitors | 2,887 since 15/05/2008 |
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i knew i was pregnant even before the test said i was on the 7th may 08
... i just felt it .. your daddy was so shocked but happy and was so excited ... xx
i even had a few names already for you !! .. infact we also bought a pram / buggy - it was as good
as new and was in our local charity shop ..
having two kids already i thought of the practical side of saving money !! ... felt weird pushin the
pram back from the shops - your brother wanted to push it and i imagined you in there my perfect
little baby....... working out the dates you were due on the 5th January 2009 !! ..
i started having a few pains but was reassured by my doctor they were just embedding pains and
everything was ok .. x it couldnt of been more further from the truth :-(
.on the 10th may 08 i woke up in serious agony and begged daddy to take me to hospital i felt each
bump on the way ! ..
the doctors were going to misdiagnose me but thankfully i had a internal scan and our my worst fear
was coming true .......
a ectopic pregnancy was confirmed i was in total shock and felt sick with fear ( my worst fear was
to go under for a op too ) .
that evening I was taken to surgery and operated on i lost my baby and my right tube was also
removed .
i still cant believe this has happened and still look down at my empty womb where my baby should
still be safe inside but it is empty and broken like my heart ♥
♥now in my eyes no matter how small it was too me he/she was still my baby.♥
♥i found out i was officially pregnant on my sons 10th birthday the 7th may ..
♥♥i feel so guilty and i cant stop thinking about my poor baby ..♥♥
♥so here i am making a site to remember my baby by ... no matter how young you was to me you were
my precious lil angel ..x...♥
♥mummy and daddy will NEVER forget you .. and your brother callum of course ! .. x... ♥
♥i believe there is a life after death ♥
i believe we will be reunited someday..x
untill that day comes my angel u will be forever in mummys thoughts ..
love mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx♥
I grieve because you will never know
The comfort of my touch.
I grieve because you will never know
That you were loved so much.
My Mum, she tells a lot of lies
She never did before
But from now until she dies
She'll tell a whole lot more
Ask My mum how she is
And because she can't explain
She will tell a little lie
Because she can't describe the pain
Ask My Mum how she is
She'll say "I'm Alright"
If that's the truth then tell me
Why does she cry each night?
Ask My Mum how she is
She seems to cope so well
She didn’t have a choice you see
Nor the strength to yell
Ask My Mum how she is
"I'm fine. I'm well, I'm coping"
For God's sake Mum, just tell the truth
Just say your heart is broken
She'll love me all her life
I loved her all mine
But if you ask her how she is
She'll lie and say she's fine
I am here in Heaven
I cannot hug from here
If she lies to you DON'T listen
Hug her and hold her near
On the day we meet again
We'll smile and I'll be bold
I'll say, " You're lucky to get in here Mum,
With all the lies you told!"
hello sweetie
was thinking of you again today , thinking about how big i would of been by now and wether or not you would of been a lil kicker like your big brother and poked me in my ribs too !!
i feel empty in my heart and belly and it tears me apart knowing im never going to be a proper mummy to you .......... i love you .................
mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Hello little baby
Your mummy and i are friends and your mummy is a lovely person. She thinks of u lots and i hope u have lots of angels as your friends.
Nite nite xxxxxxxxxx
R.I.PLIL ONE MUMMY LOVES U SOOO MUCH
♥ If I could have one wish ♥
♥ If i could wish upon a star ♥
♥ I would wish for you back here ♥
♥ I know you're happy where you are ♥
♥ But i miss you and want you near ♥
♥ Although i see you everyday ♥
♥ In my thoughts and in my dreams ♥
♥ I miss you more than words can say ♥
♥ It just gets worse, it seems ♥
♥ I try to be strong for others around ♥
♥ But all i want to do is cry ♥
♥ I just sit for hours by myself ♥
♥ And ask the question 'Why'? ♥
♥ It's the strongest pain I've ever felt ♥
♥ I don't think I could describe it ♥
♥ Although I try, I do my best ♥
♥ I don't think that I can hide it ♥
♥ My life will never be the same ♥
♥ That's why it's hard to bear ♥
♥ Because since the day you left us ♥
♥ I think that life's not fair ♥
♥ Some things seem not to matter now ♥
♥ Even things that mattered before ♥
♥ You have no idea what I would give up ♥
♥ To make this pain less sore ♥
♥ People say we'll meet again ♥
♥ And yeah I know that's true ♥
♥ But I wish it didn't have to be this way ♥
♥ Because you know how much I miss you ♥
♥ I love you with all my heart and soul ♥
♥ And there's one thing you need to know ♥
♥ There's not one person in the human race ♥
♥ That could ever take your place ♥
hey lil one ..
just been thinking about you alot today .. went to toys r us in purley and they have a section ( babies are us ) and i found myself amongst all the newborn baby things, thinking of you !!
i miss you so much and i wish you were still here i really do !!
love mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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════║══║GOD BLESS YOU
════║══║MY LOVE TO YOU
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════║══║AND FOREVER.
For you Lisa x
God makes little children
He makes them every day
And though He loves them dearly
He gives them all away.
He gives each to an angel
And says take baby down
To such and such a mother
In such and such a town.
Or such and such a cottage
In such and such a place.
He gives the angel with it
A big soul full of grace.
God does so love those children
It's all that He can do
To let the Angel take them
But he loves the mother's too.
And so he says I'll lend you
This little one of mine
The angel folds it's love
About the special gift divine.
The angel watches over
The child both day and night
So glad to see that lovely soul
All shining in God's light
God makes so many children
And every now and then
He seems to want one specially
We don't know why or when
He whispers to its Angel
Bring the child back to me
The angel sees a lovely sight
That someday we may see
It sees the souls of mothers
And fathers in God's light
Offering him tiny children
Whose souls are shining bright
God does so love those children
Whos souls are never dim
And how he loves those parents
Who give them back to him.
I'll be there
Daddy, please don't look so sad,
mummy, please don't cry
Cause I'm in the arms of Jesus
and He sings me lullabies.
Please,try not to question God,
don't think he was unkind
Don't think he sent me to you
and then He changed his mind.
You see I am a special child
and I'm needed up above
I'm the special gift you gave Him,
the product of your love.
I'll always be there with you
and watch the sky at night.
Find the brightest star thats gleaming,
thats my halos brilliant light.
You'll see me in the morning frost,
that mists your window pane.
Thats me in the summer showers,
I'll be dancing in the rain.
When you feel a little breeze,
from a gentle wind that blows.
Thats me I'll be there
planting a kiss upon your nose.
When you see a child playing,
and your heart feels a little tug.
Thats me I'll be there giving your heart a little hug.
So Daddy, don't look so sad,
mummy don't you cry.
Cause I'm in the arms of Jesus
and he sings me lullabies xx
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