| Location | Croydon |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Ectopic Pregnancy |
| Date of Birth | 10/05/2008 |
| Date of Death | 10/05/2008 |
| Visitors | 2,671 since 15/05/2008 |
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i knew i was pregnant even before the test said i was on the 7th may 08
... i just felt it .. your daddy was so shocked but happy and was so excited ... xx
i even had a few names already for you !! .. infact we also bought a pram / buggy - it was as good
as new and was in our local charity shop ..
having two kids already i thought of the practical side of saving money !! ... felt weird pushin the
pram back from the shops - your brother wanted to push it and i imagined you in there my perfect
little baby....... working out the dates you were due on the 5th January 2009 !! ..
i started having a few pains but was reassured by my doctor they were just embedding pains and
everything was ok .. x it couldnt of been more further from the truth :-(
.on the 10th may 08 i woke up in serious agony and begged daddy to take me to hospital i felt each
bump on the way ! ..
the doctors were going to misdiagnose me but thankfully i had a internal scan and our my worst fear
was coming true .......
a ectopic pregnancy was confirmed i was in total shock and felt sick with fear ( my worst fear was
to go under for a op too ) .
that evening I was taken to surgery and operated on i lost my baby and my right tube was also
removed .
i still cant believe this has happened and still look down at my empty womb where my baby should
still be safe inside but it is empty and broken like my heart ♥
♥now in my eyes no matter how small it was too me he/she was still my baby.♥
♥i found out i was officially pregnant on my sons 10th birthday the 7th may ..
♥♥i feel so guilty and i cant stop thinking about my poor baby ..♥♥
♥so here i am making a site to remember my baby by ... no matter how young you was to me you were
my precious lil angel ..x...♥
♥mummy and daddy will NEVER forget you .. and your brother callum of course ! .. x... ♥
♥i believe there is a life after death ♥
i believe we will be reunited someday..x
untill that day comes my angel u will be forever in mummys thoughts ..
love mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx♥
I grieve because you will never know
The comfort of my touch.
I grieve because you will never know
That you were loved so much.
My Mum, she tells a lot of lies
She never did before
But from now until she dies
She'll tell a whole lot more
Ask My mum how she is
And because she can't explain
She will tell a little lie
Because she can't describe the pain
Ask My Mum how she is
She'll say "I'm Alright"
If that's the truth then tell me
Why does she cry each night?
Ask My Mum how she is
She seems to cope so well
She didn’t have a choice you see
Nor the strength to yell
Ask My Mum how she is
"I'm fine. I'm well, I'm coping"
For God's sake Mum, just tell the truth
Just say your heart is broken
She'll love me all her life
I loved her all mine
But if you ask her how she is
She'll lie and say she's fine
I am here in Heaven
I cannot hug from here
If she lies to you DON'T listen
Hug her and hold her near
On the day we meet again
We'll smile and I'll be bold
I'll say, " You're lucky to get in here Mum,
With all the lies you told!"
oh sweetheart mummy is really struggling right now .. i really am .. your big brother callum is being good and is looking out for me so is your daddy but i still feel sad ..
still think of YOU everyday .. :((
i feel like being with you right now lil one ..x.x.x mummy is feeling really sad lately .. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
To the child I'll never know by Gloria Dianne
How can I say Good Bye
When I never said Hello,
Why does my heart grieve
For the child I'll never know?
You were a part of me
For just a little while.
I grieve because I'll never see
The magic in your smile.
I grieve for all the unsaid words
That you will never say.
I grieve that I will never see
You happily at play.
I grieve for all the lullabies
That will remain unsung.
I grieve because I'll never see
Your face gleaming like the sun.
I grieve because you will never know
The comfort of my touch.
I grieve because you will never know
That you were loved so much.
I grieve for all the tomorrows
That will never be.
I grieve because God chose
To take you back from me.
You live among the Angels now
Your earthly mission done,
You will be so dearly missed
Good-Bye my little one.
X X
me n daddy have been together 4 years .. i am blessed to have your daddy in my life ..
we know we may of lost you but we also know we have eachother to grow strong untill we are all reunited again .. xxx
love you lil one
your auntie Laura had a little girl this morning in her car !
as much as im happy for her i cant help finding myself feeling a zang of jelousy and deep loss for you ..
it brings a tear to my eye ..................x
mummy and daddy love u .x.x.x . ALWAYS .X
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thinking of u lil one .. more n more each day .. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
I'll never hear you laugh or cry
Or hold you in my arms tenderly
I'll never know the color of your eyes
But I will still love you endlessly
I never got to hold your hand
I never got to sing you a lullaby
I will never come to understand
Why murderers run free and innocent souls die
I'll always have my suspicions
Why God took you from me
All these unanswered questions
That would burn inside of me
Forever saddened upon this Earth
Crying for you, my unborn child
Never blessed by your birth.
But I'll be here, unable to smile
You are my shining light in heaven
For one of God's angels to love
Until I get my wings to descend
She'll take care of you, for me, in Heaven above
You'll be my Guiding Light to Heavens Gate
Where I'll get to see your Angelic Smile
And even if I never got to see your face
I'll know in an instant that you are my unborn child!
just thinking about you as always .. wondering what you would of looked like and who you would of taken after ... you would be about 7 months old now .. prob crawling around causing havoc for mummy and daddy !! .. like your big brother !!
mummys feeling a little sad at the moment .. thinking of you all the time .. xxx
i wish you was here with us :-(
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